It's has been too long

Before anything else, I must wish everyone a Belated "Eid Mubarak". Insha'Allah you all had a very nice and blessed day(s)...ameen.

It has been far too long since I last updated this blog. I have been quite busy, which completely sucks. Actually what sucks is taking on a lot of things and then not feeling like doing them! So take all of the things I took on, and mix it with sleep and there is really little time to update. However, I think that I should probably be more faithful to blogging, I mean, naturally there is sooo very much for me to write about...joking!

I've been reading some friends of mine blogs and I'll be honest it made me miss mine. So I will try and think of something to write.

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I'll be honest....I am very sad that Ramadan is over. What makes me even sadder is the fact that I feel I could've done so much better. Do you ever feel like that? Like you could have accomplished so much more? Astigfurillah, I pray Allah (s.w.t) forgives me for being lazy at times. If laziness was a person I think I should really like to shoot it.

It's a horrible little virus that creeps up on you once in a while, and when it attacks...well let's just say the med's take some time to kick in.

Allah is so wonderful, and so it is often that I find myself feeling bad about how I am doing as a "muslim". How my emaan (faith) is doing? They say if you pull to hard on something it will break, sometimes I feel that way about my improvement. Maybe I worry to much, and that's why instead of improving I backslide. No one is perfect, and possibly trying to get there is an obvious reason for why people lose their footing.

I have a lot of hopes and aspirations in reference to my improvement as a Muslim, and I hope that with dua, prayer and time I will slowly find my way to accomplishment...insha'Allah.

I am sure that is why many say that Islam is a way of life, possibly because you find that your whole life you are pushing a little further. It's a process, which only unfolds with time and patience.

I only pray that all of my fellow brother's and sister's will one day, with time achieve that which they are working towards, and that their reward will be Jannah...ameen.

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For right now that is it, I could write more, but I think I shall leave it till tomorrow night, because the rest which I wish to write is irrelevant to this present topic.

Take care.

~Pink Gerbera~